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LAST POST!!!!
Sep. 12th, 2008 | 12:41 am
mood: 
sleepy
here's the new link!
http://geneviieveo4.blogspot.com/
http://geneviieveo4.blogspot.com/
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waiting for september 11. =))
Sep. 6th, 2008 | 08:14 pm
mood: 
lazy
alright... so it has been quite awhile since i've updated here.
not that i haven't been blogging about my life, but i've been kinda blogging somewhere else.
that's my little secret for now since works are still in process for my new blog. =D
hehehs.
in any case, i've been feeling not too stressed lately...
to the extent of which i'm not exactly studying everyday.
=/ this is really shitty since my promos are in 3 weeks.
i'm so not counting... as if. =.=
too many things have happened in the past 4 weeks.
amazing how time flies when you are unaware.
soon, promos will be over and it'll be time to mug for chinese a level and oral presentation for pw. =O
and following that will be the trip of the year.... ocip vietnam. =D
i'm soooooo looking forward to that.
as for now... i will have to start my engine and really just be in full blast for the nest 4 weeks. =))
wish me luck people... hahahs..
genevieve. 11 sep will be the day my new blog is unveiled.
11 sep will probably be the end of everything.
not that i haven't been blogging about my life, but i've been kinda blogging somewhere else.
that's my little secret for now since works are still in process for my new blog. =D
hehehs.
in any case, i've been feeling not too stressed lately...
to the extent of which i'm not exactly studying everyday.
=/ this is really shitty since my promos are in 3 weeks.
i'm so not counting... as if. =.=
too many things have happened in the past 4 weeks.
amazing how time flies when you are unaware.
soon, promos will be over and it'll be time to mug for chinese a level and oral presentation for pw. =O
and following that will be the trip of the year.... ocip vietnam. =D
i'm soooooo looking forward to that.
as for now... i will have to start my engine and really just be in full blast for the nest 4 weeks. =))
wish me luck people... hahahs..
genevieve. 11 sep will be the day my new blog is unveiled.
11 sep will probably be the end of everything.
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4th August.... (announcement)
Aug. 4th, 2008 | 10:04 pm
mood: 
pensive
music: love you so by natalie.
today is 4th August 2oo8.
2 years ago... something happened on this very day..
its been over for so long...
but i still remember loads of things that you once said.
oh wells... its just nice to look back once in a while...
think about the past...
anyways... this will be the last time i'm posting here.
i think... at best, the 2nd last.
going to up and leave this journal....
its been too long that i've been here.
i just feel that it's time to leave all the past of egeh behind...
kinda reluctant to move on... after all this journal has been my source of solace...
but yea. i'll update again when i've settled on the new blog address.
* - gen. love you so -- natalie. (this song reminds me of you...)
2 years ago... something happened on this very day..
its been over for so long...
but i still remember loads of things that you once said.
oh wells... its just nice to look back once in a while...
think about the past...
anyways... this will be the last time i'm posting here.
i think... at best, the 2nd last.
going to up and leave this journal....
its been too long that i've been here.
i just feel that it's time to leave all the past of egeh behind...
kinda reluctant to move on... after all this journal has been my source of solace...
but yea. i'll update again when i've settled on the new blog address.
* - gen. love you so -- natalie. (this song reminds me of you...)
Artist: Natalie
Song: Love You So
Lyrics :
Ooh
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
From the minute that you got my attention
I was taken and I have to mention
I was trying to not let it show
But I knew I wasn't gonna let you go
From the way that you came right to me
Looking all hot with the style that threw me
No one would've ever known it
You would be the one who take this heart and hold it
You got that extraordinary way
Got to be next to ya every single day
You do something that I just can't explain
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me
Boy, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Do you know it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know
You can say anything you want to
No stress 'cause I understand you
We got a vibe you can't define
Want everyone know that boy is mine
We walk by and they stop and stare at the way you hold me
When you take me there at times
I feel I'll lose control
Forget everyone but the hand I'm holding
You've got that extraordinary way
Got to be next to ya every single day
You do something that I just can't explain
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me
Boy, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know
Please know this
I'll always be right here
And you don't have to look
Nowhere else babe
Don't think for a minute
This love will change
Oh you should know that
Boy, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know
Boy, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know
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blah blah blah
Aug. 3rd, 2008 | 08:46 pm
mood: 
geeky
music: Maybe - Jay Sean
okae.
so i'm seriously dead cause i've been slacking this weekend.
couldn't bring myself to get my work done cause i just felt extremely tired.
no idea why.
so yes. i'm trying to churn out pieces of my homework right now.
and even amidst this mad rush, i still had the urge to post something.
so i've done up my timetable and i'm going to act on it with effect from tomorrow. =))
yea.
went to my cousin's house yesterday to play with her.
she was super evil... i was just eating my dinner, minding my own business when she hit me. =.=
mind you, she's still a toddler...
and even after repeatedly telling her not to hit me, she continued.
lols. but i was in a good mood.. (babies and toddlers put me in a fantastic mood... no matter what they do.)
hahahs. played with her and made her do some act cute actions. =D hahahs. super funny.
had durians before proceeding to do my homework..
then before i slept, i reflected on what some people have said.
recently, more and more have been commenting that i'm getting extremely tan. =/
but the truth is, i hardly even go under the sun at all... =((
seriously affected by the comments.
i don't like to be tan and i hate it when i seem to get tanner without much sun exposure.
envious of those who are able to stay fair albeit the extreme exposure to the sun.
told that to my mum... and kinda cried about it. =((
wonder how i could've been this tan when both my parents are really fair...
except for my dad, whose limbs are tan from all day under the sun.
and yet even so, i'm still more tan than him.. ='(( ughh.
i think there is something wrong with me............. man, this sucks.
as for today, it was partly fun and partly shitty.
my dad had prayers today since its the hungry ghost festival month.
woke up to a house full of aunties and uncles. =.=
then my nephew came.... usually, i don't see my cousins or nephews on praying days.
today, he came specially to pass me the present that he got for me from australia. =D hahahs
overjoyed to the max...
interestingly, cause he didn't want to come in, i had to stand at the door to talk to him.
thereby arousing the interest of my aunt... she thought it was my boyfriend at the door. =.=
seriously... anyone with common sense wouldn't have their partners come over to the house, especially when it's full of relatives.
how dumb can that be? lols. and in any case, i don't have one. =.=
the shitty part was that i had to eat the food that was offered for prayers.
not only was it extremely oily and disgusting, it just seemed wrong for me, as a christian, to eat that...
anyways... the other shitty part was that i had to coop myself up in the room to avoid racket that the adults were making.
gahhs. oh wells.
i shall be off to continue with my homework... hopefully i do complete it in time...
as for the physics test tmr, wish me luck cause i have know idea what it's about AT ALL.
* - gen. maybe its true, i'm caught up on you, maybe there's a chance that you're stuck on me too..
so i'm seriously dead cause i've been slacking this weekend.
couldn't bring myself to get my work done cause i just felt extremely tired.
no idea why.
so yes. i'm trying to churn out pieces of my homework right now.
and even amidst this mad rush, i still had the urge to post something.
so i've done up my timetable and i'm going to act on it with effect from tomorrow. =))
yea.
went to my cousin's house yesterday to play with her.
she was super evil... i was just eating my dinner, minding my own business when she hit me. =.=
mind you, she's still a toddler...
and even after repeatedly telling her not to hit me, she continued.
lols. but i was in a good mood.. (babies and toddlers put me in a fantastic mood... no matter what they do.)
hahahs. played with her and made her do some act cute actions. =D hahahs. super funny.
had durians before proceeding to do my homework..
then before i slept, i reflected on what some people have said.
recently, more and more have been commenting that i'm getting extremely tan. =/
but the truth is, i hardly even go under the sun at all... =((
seriously affected by the comments.
i don't like to be tan and i hate it when i seem to get tanner without much sun exposure.
envious of those who are able to stay fair albeit the extreme exposure to the sun.
told that to my mum... and kinda cried about it. =((
wonder how i could've been this tan when both my parents are really fair...
except for my dad, whose limbs are tan from all day under the sun.
and yet even so, i'm still more tan than him.. ='(( ughh.
i think there is something wrong with me............. man, this sucks.
as for today, it was partly fun and partly shitty.
my dad had prayers today since its the hungry ghost festival month.
woke up to a house full of aunties and uncles. =.=
then my nephew came.... usually, i don't see my cousins or nephews on praying days.
today, he came specially to pass me the present that he got for me from australia. =D hahahs
overjoyed to the max...
interestingly, cause he didn't want to come in, i had to stand at the door to talk to him.
thereby arousing the interest of my aunt... she thought it was my boyfriend at the door. =.=
seriously... anyone with common sense wouldn't have their partners come over to the house, especially when it's full of relatives.
how dumb can that be? lols. and in any case, i don't have one. =.=
the shitty part was that i had to eat the food that was offered for prayers.
not only was it extremely oily and disgusting, it just seemed wrong for me, as a christian, to eat that...
anyways... the other shitty part was that i had to coop myself up in the room to avoid racket that the adults were making.
gahhs. oh wells.
i shall be off to continue with my homework... hopefully i do complete it in time...
as for the physics test tmr, wish me luck cause i have know idea what it's about AT ALL.
* - gen. maybe its true, i'm caught up on you, maybe there's a chance that you're stuck on me too..
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blah blah blah
Aug. 2nd, 2008 | 12:27 am
mood: tired
so i have problems here.
pw meeting is unsettled cause 2 out of 4 of my members are unable to turn up.
as for the other 2, i have no idea whether they would turn up.
isn't this just marvelous?
on to other things, tchouk ball match today was interesting.
i was going gaga over ... hahahs.
but had to rush to dance... was late for the first time.... 10mins. =/
luckily dance hasn't begun.
dance mates were asking if i was watching the competition.
and we started to talk about the comp and the guys... hahahs.
super fun.
for the whole of dance i was super hyper... extremely high.
chloe was chanting tchouk ball the whole time. and i was going around to irritate others by saying how hot it was... =P
came home to catch the last episode of beach. ball. babes.
realised that jade seah had a belly.. =O
apparently you can't be sure of a person's size till you've seen them in bikinis. =P
hahahs. it was damn cool.
at least now i know they are humans too... and they can be fat like me. =O
morale booster. =))
was messaging bern the whole night. mostly on the same topic. hahahs.
now... i've decided that i will no longer be emo-ing. going to be back to the way i was.
as for you. saya cinta awak. =))
but i'll keep that to myself.
saya tak nak gelecek muka. =P
* - gen. one-sided loving...
pw meeting is unsettled cause 2 out of 4 of my members are unable to turn up.
as for the other 2, i have no idea whether they would turn up.
isn't this just marvelous?
on to other things, tchouk ball match today was interesting.
i was going gaga over ... hahahs.
but had to rush to dance... was late for the first time.... 10mins. =/
luckily dance hasn't begun.
dance mates were asking if i was watching the competition.
and we started to talk about the comp and the guys... hahahs.
super fun.
for the whole of dance i was super hyper... extremely high.
chloe was chanting tchouk ball the whole time. and i was going around to irritate others by saying how hot it was... =P
came home to catch the last episode of beach. ball. babes.
realised that jade seah had a belly.. =O
apparently you can't be sure of a person's size till you've seen them in bikinis. =P
hahahs. it was damn cool.
at least now i know they are humans too... and they can be fat like me. =O
morale booster. =))
was messaging bern the whole night. mostly on the same topic. hahahs.
now... i've decided that i will no longer be emo-ing. going to be back to the way i was.
as for you. saya cinta awak. =))
but i'll keep that to myself.
saya tak nak gelecek muka. =P
* - gen. one-sided loving...
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emotions rollercoaster.
Jul. 31st, 2008 | 10:08 pm
mood: 
jealous
please ignore me cause i'm not in the right state of mind.
today was the worst of all days.
i couldn't control my emotions at all.
everything was just a whirl wind roller coaster ride.
the day started out fine, everything was fine and dandy...
then things took a turn after i heard some things. i don't know if i was upset or pissed.
emotions were just so mixed up.
chinese was unbearable.
felt so useless, so helpless, so worried and extremely disappointed.
after that was a blur, i seemed to have moved through periods under auto-pilot.
felt really sick after that overdose sur les comprimés de fièvre.
was giddy, head pounding, puke-ish... almost fainted yet again.
was adamant to try out the math quiz even though my head was spinning.
when i found out that i could do the quiz, somehow all the emotions and pain cleared up.
i felt well again. though not a miraculous full recovery, it was something.
following that was just more good news.
shareefa came back to ij today. =D
i was overjoyed.
now i finally understand why people throw themselves into a work frenzy when they are upset.
in any case, was alone most of the time today.... needed to be by myself.
not only so, it just wasn't right for me to upset others with my awful mood.
i realised that i have many people who care about me...
i shall treat myself better.
as someone once told me:" everything in life is about choices. if you choose to be unhappy, you will find that nothing goes your way. but when you choose to be happy, everything would just move smoothly without a hitch. "
some things that i just have to let it all out....
i'm just really tired of having to ask you to find out about things... it's like i'm forcing you to tell me.
when i knew that you actually told others the news and i had to find out through your msn pm, i was totally crushed.
seriously shattered.
i can't help it... there's so many things i want to tell you.
but i won't say it now... you have enough going on...
another time maybe.
* - gen. tout de vous m'affecte une voie ou un autre...
today was the worst of all days.
i couldn't control my emotions at all.
everything was just a whirl wind roller coaster ride.
the day started out fine, everything was fine and dandy...
then things took a turn after i heard some things. i don't know if i was upset or pissed.
emotions were just so mixed up.
chinese was unbearable.
felt so useless, so helpless, so worried and extremely disappointed.
after that was a blur, i seemed to have moved through periods under auto-pilot.
felt really sick after that overdose sur les comprimés de fièvre.
was giddy, head pounding, puke-ish... almost fainted yet again.
was adamant to try out the math quiz even though my head was spinning.
when i found out that i could do the quiz, somehow all the emotions and pain cleared up.
i felt well again. though not a miraculous full recovery, it was something.
following that was just more good news.
shareefa came back to ij today. =D
i was overjoyed.
now i finally understand why people throw themselves into a work frenzy when they are upset.
in any case, was alone most of the time today.... needed to be by myself.
not only so, it just wasn't right for me to upset others with my awful mood.
i realised that i have many people who care about me...
i shall treat myself better.
as someone once told me:" everything in life is about choices. if you choose to be unhappy, you will find that nothing goes your way. but when you choose to be happy, everything would just move smoothly without a hitch. "
some things that i just have to let it all out....
i'm just really tired of having to ask you to find out about things... it's like i'm forcing you to tell me.
when i knew that you actually told others the news and i had to find out through your msn pm, i was totally crushed.
seriously shattered.
i can't help it... there's so many things i want to tell you.
but i won't say it now... you have enough going on...
another time maybe.
* - gen. tout de vous m'affecte une voie ou un autre...
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update
Jul. 30th, 2008 | 08:51 pm
mood: worried
okaes. so there's this person whom i'm getting more and more annoyed with as the days go by.
i won't mention who that person is... but i feel indignant for those around you.
seriously, i pity those who have to endure your attitude.
especially when it's people whom i care about...
shan't say more.
not in the position to comment much.
but just watch it, when it's over the limit, even if it's none of my business, i'll make sure you get your deserts.
on to other things, just want to apologise to raini, linh and alex.
i know i haven't been myself for the past few days.
i know i've been weird, an emotional wreck.
cause everything is just flooding back.
i don't understand how my mood can just take a nose dive so drastically.
i'll try to be normal again. =D
sorry for making you guys worry so much about me.
as for ... looking at you being in pain,
i'm at a lost.
seeing you just now after school, talking to you, just felt like reaching out...
ughh. yes.. i'm that pathetic.
* - gen. 24744837
i won't mention who that person is... but i feel indignant for those around you.
seriously, i pity those who have to endure your attitude.
especially when it's people whom i care about...
shan't say more.
not in the position to comment much.
but just watch it, when it's over the limit, even if it's none of my business, i'll make sure you get your deserts.
on to other things, just want to apologise to raini, linh and alex.
i know i haven't been myself for the past few days.
i know i've been weird, an emotional wreck.
cause everything is just flooding back.
i don't understand how my mood can just take a nose dive so drastically.
i'll try to be normal again. =D
sorry for making you guys worry so much about me.
as for ... looking at you being in pain,
i'm at a lost.
seeing you just now after school, talking to you, just felt like reaching out...
ughh. yes.. i'm that pathetic.
* - gen. 24744837